emotion=bottle=freaking out

I just had a nice talk with a friend – makes me realize how far have I run from my own feelings, my own self, my own dignity. I know I cant do it anymore – but I love him, the way I have never loved anyone.

The question that has been ringing few years ago, it comes calling –
But I know I’m scared, of being alone, of being only with my feelings

I know I’ll die from sadness and loneliness. When can I be free from my self? When can I cheer and twist with freedom? And how – will You teach me once more?

That is when all is forgiven -